Lukewallz

I know u been through more than me.
I know u have been close to death.
I know u probably don’t like me as much as before…
I know that u wished that I was perfect…
I know that I make ur life miserable.
I know all of this but let me tell u something…
I hardly ever speak my mind or what’s in it because if I did u wouldn’t give two fucks about me.
Whenever I speak my mind its usually negative because I hold everything in and I shouldn’t but then how would I know that u will stay???
I know what’s best for both of is this is why I stay quiet and just go with stuff.
I hate fighting I really do that’s why I never argue or disagree.
But when I do u will know it was me.
I know I’m not the one u desire or thought of but I hope u stay.
Im here to stay but if u want me out then ill fight for as long as I can and that’s forever ill promise u!!! I wish shit didn’t go down like this but somehow it always does…
Well I could keep going but the pain, teers, sorrow and mind is just everywhere and can’t go on but I always try… goodnight #blessus